Why am I sitting here,

Looking around me with my eyes closed tight

Still just thinking about this

Trying to find an answer, yet I can’t find out why.

Why is it that everyone’s so empty,

Shallow and empty in a world that’s so full.

Why is it that we’re all here,

Lost in the darkness, wandering aimlessly with nothing around.

But in your eyes, a rollercoaster

Feelings and thoughts I had never had before

But in your eyes, the world is lit up

There’s only joy and freedom, no darkness,

The purest reflection of a world by your side.

I might not know you, but I know that it’s true.

Why am I still searching,

Looking everywhere for what I’ve never known.

Is it that I can’t just let go?

Put everything behind me and just look ahead.

I bow to do it, but after seconds have gone…

I see in your eyes a rollercoaster

Feelings and thoughts I had never had before

And in your eyes, my world is lit up

There’s only joy and freedom, no darkness,

The purest reflection of a life by your side.

I might not know you, but I know that it’s true.

Maybe I should just let go of these things you’ll never know,

Maybe I should just look up, go ahead and forget it all,

Since I’m just not brave enough to tell you so…

… And maybe you’re not brave enough to tell me so.

But there’s always the doubt that maybe, maybe I could try

For maybe I was supposed to be by your side

Maybe, maybe…

Or maybe not.

01/04/2008