So here I am now,

Standing in the railway, waiting for the train.

To come.

To hit me.

To crush me.

To break me to bits and finally destroy me.

And here I stand, scared and frozen, right in front of this cliff that I must jump to my final destiny.

But I can’t.

I just can’t

I can’t just accept destiny, hold myself to death and make the one most important, final jump.

I’ve just been dreaming for long, and now I don’t want to wake up.

I’ve simply dreamt for so little that from this one dream I wish I’d never wake up.

But then again, reality strikes.

Whether things go right or wrong, we can do nothing but move on.

Whether we like it or not, we must accept our faith and get on with it.

No sadness.

No pain.

No regret.

But still, it scares me.

Reality scares me so much that, nowadays I just want to dream on.

I’ve been awake for so long that, now I’m dreaming, I wish I wouldn’t wake up.

But I can’t control my surroundings, and I can’t seem to be able to stand up against what looks like destiny.

So here I am now,

Standing high under the storm and over the rocks.

Waiting for the thunder to fall over me.

Waiting for the thunder to hit me,

Waiting for the thunder to break me,

Waiting for the thunder to bring the final answer and get me.

Waiting for the thunder to shake me, and make me wake up…

… Or maybe, just maybe, it might this time allow me to keep dreaming on.

Maybe.

14/01/08

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